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counting a ticking clock....

anis:hariz is currently counting a date to meet all her friends at her convocation day at Putrajaya International Convention Centre on 23rd October 2010.
InsyaAllah,sampai kami ke sana!

Superb 10

Such an amazing date,,month and year..
10.10.10
speechless...
thank God for this feeling,harmonious and happy living! Amien

Dugaan hidop itu sentiasa ada.

at first, i think its never too late for me to wish all muslims happy eid mubarak. May our life full of joys, hapiness and blessing from The Creator.
For about a few weeks i havent posting of any entry to my blog (although i knew no one read mine) but for me it okay,cause writing here is just like a mind and psychology therapy for myself. as long as im not writing many things happened on me.my family.
1st important thing, bak's gone for forever. my grandfather on my mother side. the day he passed away was a very fascinated day and time. at the end of fasting day which is tommorow we are getting to celebrate a glorious eid mubarak 1413 H at 7pm. never thought that the day was the last day i checked his blood. i saw him during the momment of Sakaratul maut. how powerful the creation of our creator! alhamdulillah at the morning of eid mubarak bak's was buried at our nerest funeral grave.
as i writing today,this time my mom and their siblings are busy preparing for the last day of '7 hari tahlil untuk arwah'. bak's memories still in my mind. told the villagers, bak's had given so many contribute for our kampung.yup, that was my bak.memories of tok mudin, zapin,silat,cikgu ripin and pengakap high committee member still in mind of peoples who knowing him. BAK. he's a well-known among many people. there is a note,valuable note my dad found in a pocket of bak's scout uniform. it sounds:
"Banyak org banyak ragam,dan kite pun ada juga ragam..0leh itu,,jgn sekali-kali kita mengata org atau keji-mengeji org dan carilah jln untuk menyedarkn diri kite..hati jd suci dan tenang.."
all is right.. hopefully bak was placed among of religious people. AMIN. AL-FATIHAH.

at this time im writing this words, i'm at Hospital Uni Sains Malaysia. it just like take turn. my grandmother of abah side not in well condition. heart attack. just hook in one words faranisa! setiap manusia diuji untuk melihat sebanyak mana nilai kesabarannya. yup, i'm grab it all. 


and yesterday..
i met an old friends of mine since i was studying at mrsm kuala krai. surprisingly, everybody changed. all become more beauty with make up:eye liner, blusher,eye shadow,lipstic etc. is a must in everybody face. all became nice.everyone talking bout partners, while couples sharing foods and drinks.
i'm looking and thinking; time comes and go.clock ticking every second and friends who sharing quality time being a girl so many years ago,are now being a teenage.and me... im not the same at their ages. im a woman. im cried. stroried that situation to my father just now. i'm telling him.. 'ya pun xthu tu kelebihan ko kekurangan...'with tears drop from my eyes. dont know.


feel likes im facing this all alone.

kesempurnaanMu

kalau takdir sudah menentukan yakitu
si uda sempurna lahir batin tersebut  untuk aku,
aku sudi.
tapi 
hati aku ditimpa gulana jika 
dugaan senantiasa timbul dari si dara yang seringkali choba menguji kewarasan minda aku untuk berfikir.
bagi aku kesempatan untuk tarik nafas panjang Yaa Allah!!!

alhamdulillah.

salam...
ya allah,syukur sgt2.within a couples of week ++ i havent signed in into my blog, finally i tried once just now.
syukur,belog dah xsakit. entry box tempat writing new post ni dah bleh tulis karangan dah. dah xjadi loading panjangpanjang dah. btw, dah lama rasenye xmencoret sesuatu. skrg puase, dan dah nak rayer dah pun.tinggal lg  about a week coming to celebrate aidilfitri.

sepanjang xsharing something in my blog theres lot of things happened in my life. dah tamat jadi teacher first thing.then,balikbalik kelantan pun dengan satu berita sedih sedang menanti.bak (atok) masuk ward. kencing manis dan sakit tua. jadi sy berperanan menunggu di ward beberapa hari.many things i have learned.

dlm pade itu, pak sedara pun turut sama masuk ward.lebih kritikal dr keadaan bak.sakit jantung dan kesan dr itu seluruh tubuhnya dijangkiti kuman.semalam (1.9.10) dr pagi aku ke sana bersama isterinye yg keseorangan.sempat sedekahkan beberapakali yasin,mengajar utk mengucap dan baca 3kul untuk beliau. sesungguhnya ajal di tangan yg maha esa.lebih kurang pukul 10 malam dia telah menghembuskan nafas terakhir.dan pagi tadi aku ke rumah beserta kubor mengiringi jenazah.alfatihah kepada beliau.
sesungguhnya,pemergian beliau dirasai.

p.s: mok je, family yaa sentiasa ada d cc mok je.
symalu.sydipermalu.sehinggasyrasateramatmalu.sobsobT_T
i..am..terribly..too..much..
disappointed


apenakbuatkalauhatiterasadanmatagiatmenzahirkantangis??
saatnirinduNabilayangsentiasanangisbersama

buat yang dikasihi...

kawan2..
buat semua kawan2 yang telah menggapai tangga untuk ke puncak menara gading,tahniah diucapkan.
semoga berjaya.

-sek. keb. sultan ibrahim 4 (dyia,syafika,balkish,tuti dan ramai ag)
-MRSM Lenggong (dinie,ira,syaza,kak chah dan semua)
-MRSM Kuala Krai (pja,aaja,dayah,siroh,syidar,c-ket,nisa,mok cik,mekti dan ramai2 ag)
-SMK Kubang Bemban (isma fatini,pah,pah-syarifah,jun,ida,tie,fite n so on)
-KPM Indera Mahkota (nabila,sue,wani,dek,Big D,hayat,ain,nadia & semua)

harap sgt jumpa balik kwn2..mcm dlu2.rndu weh.smoga mane pun set mu duk,moga bejaya.jadi org bguna.
tasktask ;(

Adakah benar kalau kita....

makan pisang yang kembar macam ni,,,,





orang cakap kita akan dapat anak kembar?


Kalau begitu, saya sudah~~~~



anda bagaimana????

perjalanan rawak 1

tanggal 30/8,taking flight to Kelantan. Sejak sebulan mengajar dan diajar di negeri orang, saya balik kampung untuk me'release'kan tension dalam diri. Mr H always being patient waiting to pick me up at the airport. Hurm,terharu. love.
dari atas sana~indah ciptaan-Nya
kata saya, 'u perut i BerRnyanyi...'menandakan dia nak diisi.so kami santap di Kg Grill on da way back home.
lovetobewithu,besideudear.ufilledmeup!!
esokkan harinya, breakfast bersama ibubapa yang membawa anak menantu makan dekat pengkalan kubor.diikui nurul ain yang tumpang menginap di rumah.so,we having shopping after breakfast.jamu mata dengan variety of handbags which can make me insane.yup,im handbags addicted!
r.panjang~mee cambo n somtam
lepas tu,ke rantau panjang. Pekene mee cambo dan somtam yang ternyata xde yang sesedap berkenaan di KL.serta merta rasa xnak balik KL dah. Hey Kelantan,you really hooked me up with ur extraordinary delicious foods!
aktiviti malam tu plak,allofmy famly went to somewhere at beris kuburbesar-kedai lalat to taste meggi ketam.
betul,ia memang mmaaasssyyyyuuuuukkkkk habis!!! my kakak ipar memang suker gler..mmg xbleh blah dia makan mlm tu.xkurang juga Mr H.i never thought u eat that syg.
meggi ketam
Btw,ahad pagi ktorg dah gerak naik kl dah.dengan Keta Lah. nak dijadikan cerita saya demam n allergic ketam smlm.muka merah xbleh blah.but maintain,Mr H ada. Sampai Kl dalam pkul 9 sempat lagi tengok midnight.twilight:eclipse.that night stay kat umah ayah ngah smewhere at pj.pg esoknye, x g mengajar...MC 2hari, demam la kunun.tapi larat jugak pegi teman my hubby shopping kt KLCC.then hantar nurul ain kat Melaka yg ketika tu turut demam.Jalan2 melaka mmg best.Thanks n sorry tuk Lah Ilman n Nurul Ain.dari melaka gerak balik kl.sampai rumah ayah ngah kul3 pg.Mr H hntar je kerena dia tdo rumah kwn rakibnye,Zulfadli.Selasa esoknye,lepas layan cter Salt dekat Sunway Pyramid, hantar my syg kat airport. barulah saya pulang damansara untuk mengajar balik.Hakikat sebenarnye, saya rasa saya xboleh tidak bersama anda Hariz.Once u be there, I have to step u up too.sorry ^-^
shopping time
selesai.harap datang lagi perjalananperjalanan yang bermakna seperti ni di laen mase.insyaAllah!