twirling wheel.
tears never flow as hardest as i eyed-on-eyed with you at this moment.
i look at your face,i saw your sadness.
and that kinda' feel doubled me dear.
i'm hurting a lot to see you with this miserable circle.
dont ask me why my tears are dropping as you ask me not to ask you 'bout your-coming.
seem it all for love dear.
and i will never ask cause i know you need me a lot at this moment.
i love you whoever you are.
its my promise since i give all my heart to you.
this is life.
let's walk,jog and run together.
I WILL BE WITH YOU.
FOREVER.
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10.11.2010
20.10.2010 talking talking
Penchinta laman web sosial Facebook semuanya bercakap tentang istimewanya tarikh 20.10.2010 (arini) because it seem to be like double 2010. :20102010. Sumpah,kalu xcakap,xperasan pun. Sekarang ni, hari,tarikh macam dah aku xambik kisah pun.dah lama chemistry aku dgn tarikh & hari tidak bertaut.dulu,tme study memang tarikh&hari ni penting sangat.ye la,bila tarikh cuti hjung minggu,cuti am WAJIB tahu awal. sebab masa tu nak di plan untuk keluar dgn kawan2,nak balik kampung or just stay at hostel.relax2.dan dulu, concern giler bab tarikh &hari ni sebab due date assignment,quiz,test,report,final exam or any academic related topic depends on them.how i miss that time!
sekarang hidop dah macam goyah sedikit.xtahu kemana hala tuju untuk dilangkah.every step taken was the same.each day,each time.no more dating with friends,just get up from bed,do the pray,staying at home-eating-relaxing-watching-chatting and surfing.24/7.dah lama x hang-out.release tension.rasa rindu bangkit.k,bye. ;'(
I AM SICK OFF!!!
i'm sick of something that made me feel like this.
i'm sick of the thing that made my adrenalin flows hardly like burst out from my head.
Ouhh, what is actually this kind of sick?!
Am I hurt? NO, I'm not.
But I'm sick of things.
Argh.
p/s****Actually this post are created while I'm not in a good condition.How I hate this feeling.
hey feels,back off please!!!!!!!!!!!
You are unwanted HERE,each Beat inside.FULLSTOP.
i'm sick of the thing that made my adrenalin flows hardly like burst out from my head.
Ouhh, what is actually this kind of sick?!
Am I hurt? NO, I'm not.
But I'm sick of things.
Argh.
p/s****Actually this post are created while I'm not in a good condition.How I hate this feeling.
hey feels,back off please!!!!!!!!!!!
You are unwanted HERE,each Beat inside.FULLSTOP.
Love Notes
09052008:18062008
thank you الله for this 2 years & 4 months.
الحمد لله
for this kind of feel, sacrifice,love,give~take,
care and trust.
WAN HARIZ WAN RUSLI
I ♥ YOU.
I DO
counting a ticking clock....
anis:hariz is currently counting a date to meet all her friends at her convocation day at Putrajaya International Convention Centre on 23rd October 2010.
InsyaAllah,sampai kami ke sana!
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response to BigD shout box.
Superb 10
Such an amazing date,,month and year..
10.10.10
speechless...
speechless...
thank God for this feeling,harmonious and happy living! Amien
Dugaan hidop itu sentiasa ada.
at first, i think its never too late for me to wish all muslims happy eid mubarak. May our life full of joys, hapiness and blessing from The Creator.
For about a few weeks i havent posting of any entry to my blog (although i knew no one read mine) but for me it okay,cause writing here is just like a mind and psychology therapy for myself. as long as im not writing many things happened on me.my family.
1st important thing, bak's gone for forever. my grandfather on my mother side. the day he passed away was a very fascinated day and time. at the end of fasting day which is tommorow we are getting to celebrate a glorious eid mubarak 1413 H at 7pm. never thought that the day was the last day i checked his blood. i saw him during the momment of Sakaratul maut. how powerful the creation of our creator! alhamdulillah at the morning of eid mubarak bak's was buried at our nerest funeral grave.
as i writing today,this time my mom and their siblings are busy preparing for the last day of '7 hari tahlil untuk arwah'. bak's memories still in my mind. told the villagers, bak's had given so many contribute for our kampung.yup, that was my bak.memories of tok mudin, zapin,silat,cikgu ripin and pengakap high committee member still in mind of peoples who knowing him. BAK. he's a well-known among many people. there is a note,valuable note my dad found in a pocket of bak's scout uniform. it sounds:
at this time im writing this words, i'm at Hospital Uni Sains Malaysia. it just like take turn. my grandmother of abah side not in well condition. heart attack. just hook in one words faranisa! setiap manusia diuji untuk melihat sebanyak mana nilai kesabarannya. yup, i'm grab it all.
and yesterday..
i met an old friends of mine since i was studying at mrsm kuala krai. surprisingly, everybody changed. all become more beauty with make up:eye liner, blusher,eye shadow,lipstic etc. is a must in everybody face. all became nice.everyone talking bout partners, while couples sharing foods and drinks.
i'm looking and thinking; time comes and go.clock ticking every second and friends who sharing quality time being a girl so many years ago,are now being a teenage.and me... im not the same at their ages. im a woman. im cried. stroried that situation to my father just now. i'm telling him.. 'ya pun xthu tu kelebihan ko kekurangan...'with tears drop from my eyes. dont know.
feel likes im facing this all alone.
For about a few weeks i havent posting of any entry to my blog (although i knew no one read mine) but for me it okay,cause writing here is just like a mind and psychology therapy for myself. as long as im not writing many things happened on me.my family.
1st important thing, bak's gone for forever. my grandfather on my mother side. the day he passed away was a very fascinated day and time. at the end of fasting day which is tommorow we are getting to celebrate a glorious eid mubarak 1413 H at 7pm. never thought that the day was the last day i checked his blood. i saw him during the momment of Sakaratul maut. how powerful the creation of our creator! alhamdulillah at the morning of eid mubarak bak's was buried at our nerest funeral grave.
as i writing today,this time my mom and their siblings are busy preparing for the last day of '7 hari tahlil untuk arwah'. bak's memories still in my mind. told the villagers, bak's had given so many contribute for our kampung.yup, that was my bak.memories of tok mudin, zapin,silat,cikgu ripin and pengakap high committee member still in mind of peoples who knowing him. BAK. he's a well-known among many people. there is a note,valuable note my dad found in a pocket of bak's scout uniform. it sounds:
"Banyak org banyak ragam,dan kite pun ada juga ragam..0leh itu,,jgn sekali-kali kita mengata org atau keji-mengeji org dan carilah jln untuk menyedarkn diri kite..hati jd suci dan tenang.."
all is right.. hopefully bak was placed among of religious people. AMIN. AL-FATIHAH.
at this time im writing this words, i'm at Hospital Uni Sains Malaysia. it just like take turn. my grandmother of abah side not in well condition. heart attack. just hook in one words faranisa! setiap manusia diuji untuk melihat sebanyak mana nilai kesabarannya. yup, i'm grab it all.
and yesterday..
i met an old friends of mine since i was studying at mrsm kuala krai. surprisingly, everybody changed. all become more beauty with make up:eye liner, blusher,eye shadow,lipstic etc. is a must in everybody face. all became nice.everyone talking bout partners, while couples sharing foods and drinks.
i'm looking and thinking; time comes and go.clock ticking every second and friends who sharing quality time being a girl so many years ago,are now being a teenage.and me... im not the same at their ages. im a woman. im cried. stroried that situation to my father just now. i'm telling him.. 'ya pun xthu tu kelebihan ko kekurangan...'with tears drop from my eyes. dont know.
feel likes im facing this all alone.
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